My New Project

You might think it's a new writing project but it is far from that. I am now busy collecting stones. Yes! Actually, I've had stones since high school. That was the time when my father worked in Brazil and brought home some stones from South America. So I have black onyx ring, hematite necklace, amethyst pendant, clear quartz and rose quartz from Brazil, Paraguay and Argentina.

I didn't realize that they have powers or carry certain energy. I just noticed that whenever I activate my black onyx, the people that I want to get out of my life really did that for good. No! It didn't mean they died, they just either relocated or resigned from work, like that.

Anyway, a psychic-friend (hello Madam!) gifted me with matching rose quartz necklace and bracelet. Since then, love is all around. hahahaha. If you are not a believer, that's up to you. I believe that energy exists. If something, like my stones, can transform negative to positive, when needed, I am up for it. What's wrong with wearing rose quartz and amethyst anyway? They look gorgeous! And if black tourmaline and black onyx can protect me from bad elements (people included), I will wear a chunkful! hahahaha

So anyway, I am currently having an inventory of my precious collection because I have added more lately. My amethyst earrings are from Thailand. I'm so excited in getting that Carnelian, Sardonyx and more Hematite. Also, I'll add up on rose quartz, amethyst and jade in a few days! Oh, and the moonstone! I gotta have it too. My Sunstone needs a partner! I gave my nieces my two moonstone pendants plus rose quartz earrings. You're so lucky Xandra and Lexi!

May we all be happy, healthy and fulfilled! Sat Nam!

Full Moon in Libra

I anticipated this month's full moon in Libra because my fave astrologer called it "monster moon". If all monsters were that beautiful then nobody would mind the term. Just the same, the moon I think shouldn't be called a monster like empowered astrology said. This moon was supposed to be intense and powerful it will bring to fruition whatever you started in Sept 2012. I was trying to remember what was I doing during the previous "monster moon"? Have I started anything? hmmmm

I read the tweets and many people either have broken up with their gf/bf/husband/wife/partner, had little misfortune or got the shock (or surprise!) of their life courtesy of the moon. Since I wasn't a cardinal sign I was out of the moon's path so I only had experienced good things during this period (+/- 4 days of March 27). Maybe it's a good thing that I work from home so I didn't get pissed off by emotionally charged co-workers. Or because it is holy week and people are looking forward to a long vacation that they didn't bother to entertain negative thoughts.

For whatever reason, things are turning up roses and I can feel it to my bones (hahaha). Besides I have cleansed and charged my crystals so I feel protected. Thanks to my black onyx ring, it has always protected me from negative people. I've had it since high school. Go figure!

Happy Easter everyone. Don't forget to thank the universe.

Reboot Refresh Restart

Today is a good day to start something new. Since it is the first day of the month, it is easy for me to monitor my progress whatever it is that I want to transform or redo in my life. So the question is, what do I want to focus my energy on to complete the transformation.

I want to reboot my social life, for sure. I want to meet new people, add more friends, learn new lessons and grow. I don't miss the fancy parties that I enjoyed when I was in my twenties. Although I am thankful that I was able to experience them, it is not something that I want to bring back. Past is past. Doors have been closed. I am letting them go with gratitude and love. It is time for new adventures.

I want to refresh my romantic relationship. It's not that it has gone stale or got stuck in the mud. But moving forward and progressing to the next step is the most natural (and also logical) thing to do. :)

I want to refresh my skills. Updating what I already have is so exciting. It is so inspiring to learn from the young ones, old-timers and people who are generous enough to share what they have. I don't intend to outdo anybody, to be more popular or to just smack in somebody else's face that I am better than he/she is. I want to become better than what I am now. I just want to celebrate my uniqueness and universe's special gifts.

Anyway, I am in a happy place now. I am so blessed.

N.B. My fiance and I are celebrating our 6th anniversary!!! I love you baby! And I know you love me too, XOXO.

Cheers to better days, more joys and beautiful challenges. ♥♥♥

Things Have Changed

November is such a great month despite Mercury being retrograde. My baby (my bf of five years) and I went out of town (to Puerto Princesa City in Palawan), attended parties, met with old friends and made new ones. Spending time together is always something that I look forward to because we laugh a lot every time we are together. In fairness, my bf has a good sense of humor. He is really funny, smart (he's a mathematician, you know :=P) and sociable (not to mention super good-looking (?) hahaha).

Looking back, I noticed that things have really changed for the better. I am so grateful.

My New York Dreams

When I was in my 20s I often dream of being in New York. In one of my dreams, I was a five-year-old blonde girl, my dad (my first bf in this lifetime) was a dashing, dark-haired Italian looking man and my mom resembled Eva Herzigova, a voluptuous version, beautiful and blonde riding a big, black car. She was waving at me. Apparently she already left us. My dad was holding my left hand then while my right hand was waving goodbye to my mom. I remember saying "Please don't leave us". We were in a building lobby. I noticed the big marble table with big flower arrangement placed on top of it. We lived there. It looked like 1940s NY. After that dream, I often dreamed of nice places, clean streets, wide sidewalks, green spaces, lush surroundings of New York.

Then the dreams stopped.

Lately, I dreamed of being in a country club. I'm not sure if it was in New York though but there were so many white people. Country clubs kinda look the same to me you know. hahahaha

Last night I dreamed of New York again. My fiance (a New Yorker in real life) is already my husband in that dream. He just bought an old house in New York for us. A house with four bedrooms and located near "Vietnam-town". The place is called Coastal Gold.

Whatever my dreams meant, I love dreaming about New York. It is like being home. :)

So Long July

In a few hours, we'll be saying goodbye to July and welcome the glorious month of August! It's my birth month so I'm excited. I'm looking forward to my birthday celebration courtesy of my super generous brothers (I really love being an only girl) and sisters-in-law. My three brothers are in charge of the party. I just sit there and wait for their expected "surprise". But before I digress or get overzealous, let me talk about July first.

It is a fairly good month. Things are calmer, finances are better. Although, there's something weird about July. Those that I expected to call, didn't. But I received at least two unexpected calls. Hmmmm...

Anyway, it must be due to Mercury Retrograde so I decided to just sit it out. I'll wait one more week before launching anything. My life is on hold for a week, how cool is that? Glad there's Olympics to keep me company.

Anyway, I'm not going to miss a lot by waiting. It's actually a good time to delay things because the weather is not good anyway. It's been raining for the past few days and it's not an ideal time to go out unless you're riding a boat. hahahahaha

I am just posting because I'm so excited about something. I don't why. I just feel good. :)

Anyway, I read a post from an astrologer and he wrote: let the universe do its thing, there is no controlling it (or something to the effect :). That's exactly what I'm going to do. I will let nature take its course. I'll just be happy.

Reason, Season or Lifetime

Unknown Author

When you figure out which one it is,
you will know what to do for each person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON.
It is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend, and they are!
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part,
or at an inconvenient time, this person will say
or do something to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die.
Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met,
our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered.
And now it is time to move on.

Then people come into your life for a SEASON.
Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons: things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person,
and put what you have learned to use in all
other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

>>> I love this so I'm sharing it here. :)